Thursday, May 18

Sleeping is good

It’s impossible to grasp just how powerful love is.

It can sustain us through trying times, or motivate us to make extraordinary sacrifices.

It can force decent men to commit the darkest deeds, or compel ordinary women to search for hidden truths.

And long after we’re gone, love remains. Burned into our memories.

We all search for love, but some of us after we found it, wish we hadn’t. -Desperate Housewives

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Finally, I’m almost done with the ‘thank you’ cards. Just a couple more to go.

Back to work again yesterday. Think it’ll be the last or second last time that I’ll be wearing green, and certainly am I having mixed feelings. There’s undoubtedly a sense of achievement, and also gratitude. Yet also I feel a little disappointed and bitter. Looking back on these 2 years, what have a gained? What have I lost? Perhaps it’s time to evaluate.

I’m so sleepy now that I can’t think straight. Everything seems so surreal. Sometimes, we really wonder what’s installed for us tomorrow. What if tomorrow never comes? How different would things be? Would it be the same? Would mysteries unfold themselves?

I think I should sleep. Sleeping is good. No worries. No pain. But just the occasional dreams or maybe nightmares. It’s a temporary escape, or even like a back-door. When run through that door, we hope that when we open our eyes, things would be better, life would be easier somehow, and history might actually change itself.

It’s a paradise for those who don’t want to come face to face with themselves. They run, they hide. It’s like alcohol or drugs, less its negative side effects. It’s easy and painless. Just close your eyes, and zone out.

Haha. For Pete’s sakes! What utter rubbish. Lame reasons just to sleep early. BAH!

Whitley & stitch removing tomorrow.
Da Vinci the day after.
Big Walk and MOL this Sunday.

Jee, sorry that I can’t make it this Sunday to get your TV set. Have to ‘PS’ you. Totally forgot about the initial plans. Paiseh....

Steph, I hope that you’ve read through that article. It’s really useful. =) Yups. And oh, still sharing? Ya?

Good night people. Bless you all. Life might sometimes be cruel. But take a look around, and you might just find something which is invaluable. I believe it is already there. You just have to look harder. *smiles*

1 comment:

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