Friday, May 5

Loss


It’s been a traumatic 2 days. Horrendous, ugly, unbelievable. I really don’t know what to say. I’m lost for words. Am at a total loss. What can I do? How can I help? Why would such things ever happen?

Tried surfing the net for solutions, but couldn’t find any. Watched videos the entire day to help forget about stuff. DH, bleach.. yada yada. Just couldn’t get it off my head.

Twisted the darn knee again. This time, I knew it. It was telling me, ‘vince, you won’t be running for at least 2months’. It hurt like crap. Felt like thrash. Just maybe I need crutches like what darling said. Never felt so limp before. Never felt so ‘immobilised’ before.

Picked darling up, topped the tank, and drove down to Shel’s BBQ. Was rather amazed by how easily we were let through the barriers. No ID was needed, no notification, no nothing. Haha. Just basically, drive through! Oops. Thought they might be a little more stringent. But, owells.

Mingled around, had some food. Curry, bread, some BBQ stuff. People talking in their groups and bla. Meiding’s still as crazy as ever. And I’m so not wearing polo next time. No chance. Don’t have much polo anyway. =)

Left after a while. Drove down to J8. Had difficulties parking the van. Area to work with was rather small. Had a light knock onto another parked van. Luckily no scratches or anything. Phew. Just some busy bodies giving weird stares. Argh.

And can you believe it? J8 GV was only showing MI3 for the entire night? No other movies. Sucks. Ended up at Cartel, again. This time, we tried something else. Though we were flirting with the idea of having the 4 person share of “Vikings”. Which was only like, $3 more. But, guess we weren’t THAT ambitious huh? Haha.

Drove back. Had a really nice talk about girls nowadays. Love talks like that. *grins* Sharing of ideas and understanding people’s viewpoint.

BBQ tmr. Looking forward to it. it’ll be fun. I know it’ll be. Time to relax. Time to think of something happy. And BE happy.

Oh, and thanks Jee. For the info about Sociology. Appreciate it. Thanks.

“If I were the rain that binds together the earth and the sky whom in eternity will never mingle. Would I be able to bind hearts together?” I shall pray for you. Day and night.

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