Tonsillitis
Thought only Jenje got it. Now I’ve got it too. Irritating. Drinking’s now quite a chore. Really should have listened to her and NOT finish the ice kachang. Idiot me. Sighs. Went to the doc early morning. Felt really bad not going to camp. Having tests today and I’m not there to help. Darn. Hope the others don’t blame me because test days are usually the dreaded days and they really need manpower. Bad luck?
Spring cleaning
Stayed home to rest up. Took the medication, tried to sleep. But couldn’t. ended up helping mum cleaning up the house. All the dust made my nose worse. But, owell. Always good to be helping mum. Good testament! =) cleaned the walls and fridge. Hung up some deco. Wondering if I should do some calligraphy for the new year. Feeling kinda lazy though. Or maybe I should write a few and set up a stall to sell outside Prime Mart? Wonder if anyone would buy. Have not seen anyone selling calligraphy for a VERY long time. A lost art? Glad I know I bit of it. Thank God! =)
Walk in the park
Decided to take a walk in the park after cleaning up the place. Nose’s dripping badly. Wanted some fresh air. Walked from one side to the other. Saw the swings again, the lil stretch of road where she taught me how to blade. (still don’t know how. All I can remember is to stand in a V manner and try to move forward instead of backwards. And the French bean with meat dish she cooked after that. Oh, and the bitter gourd soup which I totally screwed up.) Went to the other swing at the other playground. Where we once stayed for hours to talk. Even once on a HOT Sunday afternoon. And crossed the bridge where we 1st kissed as I made my way home. Feel like hugging her. Just, gently brush her hair away from her face, and feel her face with my fingertips. Grasping her other hand in mine. Guess, many people would be telling me, “IN YOUR DREAMS!” haha.. I guess so. Such a worthless creep. =p
Jenje
Went up to Jenje’s with ling. She’s so ill. Passed her some medication which I got from the pharmacist earlier. Gave her Listerine too. Made her take the medi in front of us and gargle the Listerine before we left. Hope she takes the medi as I told her to. If not she’s gonna see a doc real soon . Sigh. She’s got so much to do. On top of her work, she’s got to do her chores too. Wish could help her more, but there’s only this much I can do. Even ling felt like helping. Will be praying for her.
Talk with ling
Went to orchard with ling. She wanted to get her new year clothes. Ended up talking more than shopping. Talked so much.
She realized that, she’s a really lucky girl. After seeing jenje, jess, seeing the sec sch girl at MOS who had to work from 5pm-10pm after school, we both realise how lucky we are. I don’t know what to say, but, guess she’s opening up now. Haha. Wish could be like her. Moving on. *shrugs*
She’s missing everyone. Especially jess. She still remembered last year, this time, she was having exams. And jess sent her a letter. She was reading it again yesterday. Haha. She even suggested that the few of us would save up some money to help her get air tickets back to Singapore. =) sweet. Guess, jess has impacted our lives somehow, someway, and we certainly do miss her back home. Even dad and mum. Haha. They were all gaa gaa over her. Still remembered the day, last year, 2nd day into CNY, when they challenged me.
“Your girl’s still a young girl. Don’t play play with her okay? Don’t want you to hurt another girl hor.”
“Don’t worry la. I won’t be changing a girlfriend anymore.”
“Sure not? Better not okay? She seems like a nice girl.”
Yups. Guess, they grew to like her. Esp mum. Guess, I disappointed them. Sometimes, they would be asking things about her. All I could say is, “I don’t know. She should be fine ba.”
Chat with Oon on MSN
Been quite a while since I talked to him. Glad that he’s found his love of his life. Won’t be surprised that they get married soon. He’s gonna be an insurance consultant after ORD. stable income, steady gf, just a matter of time I guess. Told me not to stop hoping and praying.
1/21/2006 12:00:04 AM Very Sad Penguin: u 2 look so good together..
1/21/2006 12:00:04 AM vince: tonsillitis: haha..
1/21/2006 12:00:10 AM Very Sad Penguin: sad to see u guys break up..
1/21/2006 12:00:12 AM vince: tonsillitis: hey.. stop stop..
1/21/2006 12:00:13 AM vince: tonsillitis: dont say le
1/21/2006 12:00:15 AM vince: tonsillitis: pain pain..
1/21/2006 12:00:29 AM Very Sad Penguin: sorry..
1/21/2006 12:01:03 AM vince: tonsillitis: haha..
1/21/2006 12:01:06 AM vince: tonsillitis: no problems la..
1/21/2006 12:01:15 AM vince: tonsillitis: think i wasn't good enough for her in the 1st place..
1/21/2006 12:01:16 AM vince: tonsillitis: =)
1/21/2006 12:01:38 AM Very Sad Penguin: hey man... we're never good enough in our eyes
1/21/2006 12:01:47 AM Very Sad Penguin: that's what makes love so great.. that she thinks you are
1/21/2006 12:02:03 AM vince: tonsillitis: haha
1/21/2006 12:02:05 AM vince: tonsillitis: thanks. =)
Love is weird, ain’t it?
Ask, and it will be given (Matthew 7:7-28)
Thought only Jenje got it. Now I’ve got it too. Irritating. Drinking’s now quite a chore. Really should have listened to her and NOT finish the ice kachang. Idiot me. Sighs. Went to the doc early morning. Felt really bad not going to camp. Having tests today and I’m not there to help. Darn. Hope the others don’t blame me because test days are usually the dreaded days and they really need manpower. Bad luck?
Spring cleaning
Stayed home to rest up. Took the medication, tried to sleep. But couldn’t. ended up helping mum cleaning up the house. All the dust made my nose worse. But, owell. Always good to be helping mum. Good testament! =) cleaned the walls and fridge. Hung up some deco. Wondering if I should do some calligraphy for the new year. Feeling kinda lazy though. Or maybe I should write a few and set up a stall to sell outside Prime Mart? Wonder if anyone would buy. Have not seen anyone selling calligraphy for a VERY long time. A lost art? Glad I know I bit of it. Thank God! =)
Walk in the park
Decided to take a walk in the park after cleaning up the place. Nose’s dripping badly. Wanted some fresh air. Walked from one side to the other. Saw the swings again, the lil stretch of road where she taught me how to blade. (still don’t know how. All I can remember is to stand in a V manner and try to move forward instead of backwards. And the French bean with meat dish she cooked after that. Oh, and the bitter gourd soup which I totally screwed up.) Went to the other swing at the other playground. Where we once stayed for hours to talk. Even once on a HOT Sunday afternoon. And crossed the bridge where we 1st kissed as I made my way home. Feel like hugging her. Just, gently brush her hair away from her face, and feel her face with my fingertips. Grasping her other hand in mine. Guess, many people would be telling me, “IN YOUR DREAMS!” haha.. I guess so. Such a worthless creep. =p
Jenje
Went up to Jenje’s with ling. She’s so ill. Passed her some medication which I got from the pharmacist earlier. Gave her Listerine too. Made her take the medi in front of us and gargle the Listerine before we left. Hope she takes the medi as I told her to. If not she’s gonna see a doc real soon . Sigh. She’s got so much to do. On top of her work, she’s got to do her chores too. Wish could help her more, but there’s only this much I can do. Even ling felt like helping. Will be praying for her.
Talk with ling
Went to orchard with ling. She wanted to get her new year clothes. Ended up talking more than shopping. Talked so much.
She realized that, she’s a really lucky girl. After seeing jenje, jess, seeing the sec sch girl at MOS who had to work from 5pm-10pm after school, we both realise how lucky we are. I don’t know what to say, but, guess she’s opening up now. Haha. Wish could be like her. Moving on. *shrugs*
She’s missing everyone. Especially jess. She still remembered last year, this time, she was having exams. And jess sent her a letter. She was reading it again yesterday. Haha. She even suggested that the few of us would save up some money to help her get air tickets back to Singapore. =) sweet. Guess, jess has impacted our lives somehow, someway, and we certainly do miss her back home. Even dad and mum. Haha. They were all gaa gaa over her. Still remembered the day, last year, 2nd day into CNY, when they challenged me.
“Your girl’s still a young girl. Don’t play play with her okay? Don’t want you to hurt another girl hor.”
“Don’t worry la. I won’t be changing a girlfriend anymore.”
“Sure not? Better not okay? She seems like a nice girl.”
Yups. Guess, they grew to like her. Esp mum. Guess, I disappointed them. Sometimes, they would be asking things about her. All I could say is, “I don’t know. She should be fine ba.”
Chat with Oon on MSN
Been quite a while since I talked to him. Glad that he’s found his love of his life. Won’t be surprised that they get married soon. He’s gonna be an insurance consultant after ORD. stable income, steady gf, just a matter of time I guess. Told me not to stop hoping and praying.
1/21/2006 12:00:04 AM Very Sad Penguin: u 2 look so good together..
1/21/2006 12:00:04 AM vince: tonsillitis: haha..
1/21/2006 12:00:10 AM Very Sad Penguin: sad to see u guys break up..
1/21/2006 12:00:12 AM vince: tonsillitis: hey.. stop stop..
1/21/2006 12:00:13 AM vince: tonsillitis: dont say le
1/21/2006 12:00:15 AM vince: tonsillitis: pain pain..
1/21/2006 12:00:29 AM Very Sad Penguin: sorry..
1/21/2006 12:01:03 AM vince: tonsillitis: haha..
1/21/2006 12:01:06 AM vince: tonsillitis: no problems la..
1/21/2006 12:01:15 AM vince: tonsillitis: think i wasn't good enough for her in the 1st place..
1/21/2006 12:01:16 AM vince: tonsillitis: =)
1/21/2006 12:01:38 AM Very Sad Penguin: hey man... we're never good enough in our eyes
1/21/2006 12:01:47 AM Very Sad Penguin: that's what makes love so great.. that she thinks you are
1/21/2006 12:02:03 AM vince: tonsillitis: haha
1/21/2006 12:02:05 AM vince: tonsillitis: thanks. =)
Love is weird, ain’t it?
Ask, and it will be given (Matthew 7:7-28)
“Ask and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asked receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks, it will be opened.” - Matthew 7:7-8
Will pray for her. That’s all I can do for her now. And that’s the best I can do for her too! =)
1 comment:
Hey there! God is a big big God, and He will do big favours for us. Don't be afraid to pray for big things in life for He does not just give us our needs, He gives us our wants too! All these because we are His beloved sons and He will always shower us with uncompromised love.
As a matter of fact, I've just broken up with my girl not too long ago. I felt as if it was the end of the world. But then again, I also came to realise that, though it is an end to a chapter of my life, it is also a new begining for me. I have learnt to be wiser, more matured, more sensitive and more experienced.
I believe it's a learning experience for me and I truly believe God did what is best in His sight for me. Same to you Vincent, trust in Him and He will do what's best in His eyes to you!
And one more thing, I really don't know who you are, neither do you know me. I happened to pass by your blog and I happened to just broke up with my girl not long ago and I can understand how you feel at the moment. It sucks I know, but doesn't these kinda things just make us even stronger than before?
Cheer up and God bless!
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