Tuition
Woke feeling really tired yesterday. Rather surprised to see the sun shining. Was expecting dark clouds and rain. A new day, a blessing. Gonna live it for God! =)
Went to Phyllis’ for tuition. Went through her math HW with her. Had to went through the formulas again with her.
(X+Y)^2 = X^2 + 2XY + Y^2
(X-Y)^2 = X^2 - 2XY + Y^2
(X^2 – Y^2) = (X+Y) (X-Y)
Was rather surprised how these formulas are SO stuck in my head. All thanks to the math teachers. =) Bless them. Without teachers, we wouldn’t very much be who we are today. Therefore, teaching is a GREAT thing to do. If anyone has got the gift to teach, and enjoy it, make it your career! =) just that, I find it rather hard to teach Eric. Haha. I wonder why. Still need her to teach him. Sighs.
Went to Jasmine’s after that. The ‘science experiment’ worked. The fungus on the bread was disgusting. Managed to teach her that this stuff actually needed sunlight and water to grow. That glow in her eyes, which tells me that she understands, is like. ‘woah’.
Gave her spelling and math too.
Fellowship
Went for youth fellowship. Discussed about the purpose of the fellowship, and our objectives. Did some Bible discussions. The fellowship would be on every Saturday evening. Might have a problem attending. Family commitments. Sigh. Have to reschedule my time. Would be able to make it somehow, I know it will. Trust in Him. Was like thinking, how I wish I could share the discussions with her. Owell.
Dinner with 6ists
Had dinner with my dearest bunch of pals. Alv, hoon, PE, Ber and Ling. People so different in personality and character and believes, yet so closely knitted together. Wonders! Well, guess ‘opposite attracts’ is very well demonstrated here. Everyone was wearing white, except PE. muahaha. Ber kept complaining that she’s tired and wants to sh**. Was telling her to go sleep on the toilet bowl. =P
Went pasta mania for dinner. Shared a hawaiin pizza with Ber. Hoon had mussles pasta I think. For a moment I thought she chowed down the shells too. Couldn’t see the shells as her arms were blocking it. Made a din out of it. *bleah* went to Serangoon Gardens Coffee bean after that. That’s were the riots started.
Started off, when Ber just looked around. And was like saying, “I heard someone calling my name” when there wasn’t. And ling went to say that there are many ‘Belinda’s around. And my BIG mouth just had to say, “Belinda’s very common. Unlike phuay eng, siewling, siokhoon, Alvin and Vincent.” Sighs……..
PE went like, “Alvin my ass!”
Ber went, “Vincent my foot!”
So, my dearest bud has become PE’s ass, and I’ve become Ber’s foot. And there goes the rattling about how I would be like, being her foot. Yadayadayada. Owell. Degraded my integrity, but, everyone was happy. That’s worth it. RIGHT? Right. Haha.
Lost wallet
For the moment, thought I lost my wallet. Took all the trouble to make police reports and stuff. Ended up, dropped it in Hoon’s car. Well, really near miss. Better be careful next time round.
The pain
The pain round my heart is here again. Darn. Especially when I inhale. Urgh. Sharp pain. Sigh. Think I should go out for some fresh air.
The real pain
Realized that, it’s not seeing couples walking down the streets that makes me feel odd. Not seeing boys and girls holding hands or hugging that made my nose stuffy, nor is it seeing them whispering sweet nothings into each other’s ears that made me off. It’s those young, married couples wearing their plain clothes, going down the market for breakfast and grocery shopping that made me jealous. Haha. People might think I’m weird, but that’s what made me squirm at the thought of it.
Always dreamt of wedding bells and Sunday grocery shoppings with her. That was then. Now, each time I see a couple like that, sigh. She once said “we’ve established a link so strong, and reached a spiritual level so high that no one else had been before. We are no strangers to each other.” Yes. We had. But now, that link starts to disappear. The level deteriorates. Will try my best to salvage. Leave the rest to God. I don’t want to be strangers.
“the LORD is close to the brokenhearted, and he saves those whose spirits have been crushed” – pslam 34:18
Maybe I’m too young to think of stuff like that. But, it’s always good to dream. Good to hope. =) use it as a motivation.
"Would you know my name? If I saw you in heaven?"
"Would it be the same? If I saw you in heaven?"
Woke feeling really tired yesterday. Rather surprised to see the sun shining. Was expecting dark clouds and rain. A new day, a blessing. Gonna live it for God! =)
Went to Phyllis’ for tuition. Went through her math HW with her. Had to went through the formulas again with her.
(X+Y)^2 = X^2 + 2XY + Y^2
(X-Y)^2 = X^2 - 2XY + Y^2
(X^2 – Y^2) = (X+Y) (X-Y)
Was rather surprised how these formulas are SO stuck in my head. All thanks to the math teachers. =) Bless them. Without teachers, we wouldn’t very much be who we are today. Therefore, teaching is a GREAT thing to do. If anyone has got the gift to teach, and enjoy it, make it your career! =) just that, I find it rather hard to teach Eric. Haha. I wonder why. Still need her to teach him. Sighs.
Went to Jasmine’s after that. The ‘science experiment’ worked. The fungus on the bread was disgusting. Managed to teach her that this stuff actually needed sunlight and water to grow. That glow in her eyes, which tells me that she understands, is like. ‘woah’.
Gave her spelling and math too.
Fellowship
Went for youth fellowship. Discussed about the purpose of the fellowship, and our objectives. Did some Bible discussions. The fellowship would be on every Saturday evening. Might have a problem attending. Family commitments. Sigh. Have to reschedule my time. Would be able to make it somehow, I know it will. Trust in Him. Was like thinking, how I wish I could share the discussions with her. Owell.
Dinner with 6ists
Had dinner with my dearest bunch of pals. Alv, hoon, PE, Ber and Ling. People so different in personality and character and believes, yet so closely knitted together. Wonders! Well, guess ‘opposite attracts’ is very well demonstrated here. Everyone was wearing white, except PE. muahaha. Ber kept complaining that she’s tired and wants to sh**. Was telling her to go sleep on the toilet bowl. =P
Went pasta mania for dinner. Shared a hawaiin pizza with Ber. Hoon had mussles pasta I think. For a moment I thought she chowed down the shells too. Couldn’t see the shells as her arms were blocking it. Made a din out of it. *bleah* went to Serangoon Gardens Coffee bean after that. That’s were the riots started.
Started off, when Ber just looked around. And was like saying, “I heard someone calling my name” when there wasn’t. And ling went to say that there are many ‘Belinda’s around. And my BIG mouth just had to say, “Belinda’s very common. Unlike phuay eng, siewling, siokhoon, Alvin and Vincent.” Sighs……..
PE went like, “Alvin my ass!”
Ber went, “Vincent my foot!”
So, my dearest bud has become PE’s ass, and I’ve become Ber’s foot. And there goes the rattling about how I would be like, being her foot. Yadayadayada. Owell. Degraded my integrity, but, everyone was happy. That’s worth it. RIGHT? Right. Haha.
Lost wallet
For the moment, thought I lost my wallet. Took all the trouble to make police reports and stuff. Ended up, dropped it in Hoon’s car. Well, really near miss. Better be careful next time round.
The pain
The pain round my heart is here again. Darn. Especially when I inhale. Urgh. Sharp pain. Sigh. Think I should go out for some fresh air.
The real pain
Realized that, it’s not seeing couples walking down the streets that makes me feel odd. Not seeing boys and girls holding hands or hugging that made my nose stuffy, nor is it seeing them whispering sweet nothings into each other’s ears that made me off. It’s those young, married couples wearing their plain clothes, going down the market for breakfast and grocery shopping that made me jealous. Haha. People might think I’m weird, but that’s what made me squirm at the thought of it.
Always dreamt of wedding bells and Sunday grocery shoppings with her. That was then. Now, each time I see a couple like that, sigh. She once said “we’ve established a link so strong, and reached a spiritual level so high that no one else had been before. We are no strangers to each other.” Yes. We had. But now, that link starts to disappear. The level deteriorates. Will try my best to salvage. Leave the rest to God. I don’t want to be strangers.
“the LORD is close to the brokenhearted, and he saves those whose spirits have been crushed” – pslam 34:18
Maybe I’m too young to think of stuff like that. But, it’s always good to dream. Good to hope. =) use it as a motivation.
"Would you know my name? If I saw you in heaven?"
"Would it be the same? If I saw you in heaven?"
maybe, i just don't deserve anything at all.
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