Thank you for asking me how I was. Thank you for telling me that you still care. Thank you for letting me know that I was never a mistake. Thank you for not hating me. Thank you for forgiving me. It gives me a little courage to hope, to have faith and love. I don’t know what’s going through your head, how you are feeling. I don’t know what you are doing, what are your plans. All I know, things have changed, things will change. But, some things never change. Right? Carino Mio?
Shopping
Went Bras Basah with PE. Wanted to accompany her to get her reference books. Was walking in the rain from City Hall to the complex. Didn’t really bothered if I was in the rain, or whether it was cold or not. Just had this feeling that nothing would happen. Maybe because of that phone call. Felt so much better. It did wonders I guess. Praise the Lord! =) Haha.
She bought for a total of $150++ worth of books. Stunned. She nearly bought the entire bookstore. Decided not to go out with jenje cause it was raining quite hard. Asked her to go back home straight after school. Didn’t want her to get caught in the rain.
And I ended up getting so much stuff. A capo, an exercise mat, 2 no.4 classical guitar strings, 2 Christian books from Popular. One named “Faith, Hope, Love.” The other’s for me to keep for someone important in the future. =) Bought acrylic paints for my Chinese paintings, a gift for her, and lastly, a sandwich at the coffee bar inside Popular. Felt hungry all of the sudden.
Saw the acoustic guitars at this shop. They sounded really really nice. Think they would be getting it for me?? right?? Hahah.. 21st birthday. Wondering how my 21st birthday would be like. So much have changed. Had dreams of celebrating my 21st in front of the webcam. Now, I don’t know. Haha.
Wanted to get the Zen Neeon at Sim Lim. Decided in the end not to. $300. A bit hefty. Perhaps after this month?
Dinner
Met up with Ling for dinner. She’s so upset. Sigh. Why is everyone having emotional problems? Tried to console her. Went to AMK hawker. She only had ½ a mug of sugar cane. PE had fishball noodles. Sent PE back after that.
Went for a spin with Ling. Spent sometime consoling her. Hugged her for a while. (she did say I’m very ‘huggable’ *bleah*) Hope it helped. Prayed for her. Pray that she would have the courage and strength to pick herself up once again. To move on. Thinking of it, it is not her lost. When she puts in so much effort for the person, loving so deeply, yet that love is not accepted or appreciated, it is not her lost. It is HIS lost.
“The greatest challenge in our life is to find that someone who loves us for who we are, despite our flaws and shortcomings.” That is so true. I found mine. I lost it. It’s my loss Ouch. Am I waiting hopelessly? I don’t know. Sigh. Breathless again. I need a hug.
Hoon!
Hey hoon! Don’t worry. When you go over to China, we’ll ALL miss you. Now, don’t start crying yet. We all know that everything would be just fine. And we’ll celebrate your birthday over the internet with you!! Hehe.. lend you my webcam ba! So we can all see you.. or maybe leave it here so you can see us! Haha.. no worries.. we’ll all be here, waiting for you to come back, share your stories and experienced! We’ll miss you, but hey, its only 6 months. Not 6 years!
Maybe we’ll take a HUGE photo and POSTER-IZE it.. so you can paste it on your wall to see.. =)
Shopping
Went Bras Basah with PE. Wanted to accompany her to get her reference books. Was walking in the rain from City Hall to the complex. Didn’t really bothered if I was in the rain, or whether it was cold or not. Just had this feeling that nothing would happen. Maybe because of that phone call. Felt so much better. It did wonders I guess. Praise the Lord! =) Haha.
She bought for a total of $150++ worth of books. Stunned. She nearly bought the entire bookstore. Decided not to go out with jenje cause it was raining quite hard. Asked her to go back home straight after school. Didn’t want her to get caught in the rain.
And I ended up getting so much stuff. A capo, an exercise mat, 2 no.4 classical guitar strings, 2 Christian books from Popular. One named “Faith, Hope, Love.” The other’s for me to keep for someone important in the future. =) Bought acrylic paints for my Chinese paintings, a gift for her, and lastly, a sandwich at the coffee bar inside Popular. Felt hungry all of the sudden.
Saw the acoustic guitars at this shop. They sounded really really nice. Think they would be getting it for me?? right?? Hahah.. 21st birthday. Wondering how my 21st birthday would be like. So much have changed. Had dreams of celebrating my 21st in front of the webcam. Now, I don’t know. Haha.
Wanted to get the Zen Neeon at Sim Lim. Decided in the end not to. $300. A bit hefty. Perhaps after this month?
Dinner
Met up with Ling for dinner. She’s so upset. Sigh. Why is everyone having emotional problems? Tried to console her. Went to AMK hawker. She only had ½ a mug of sugar cane. PE had fishball noodles. Sent PE back after that.
Went for a spin with Ling. Spent sometime consoling her. Hugged her for a while. (she did say I’m very ‘huggable’ *bleah*) Hope it helped. Prayed for her. Pray that she would have the courage and strength to pick herself up once again. To move on. Thinking of it, it is not her lost. When she puts in so much effort for the person, loving so deeply, yet that love is not accepted or appreciated, it is not her lost. It is HIS lost.
“The greatest challenge in our life is to find that someone who loves us for who we are, despite our flaws and shortcomings.” That is so true. I found mine. I lost it. It’s my loss Ouch. Am I waiting hopelessly? I don’t know. Sigh. Breathless again. I need a hug.
Hoon!
Hey hoon! Don’t worry. When you go over to China, we’ll ALL miss you. Now, don’t start crying yet. We all know that everything would be just fine. And we’ll celebrate your birthday over the internet with you!! Hehe.. lend you my webcam ba! So we can all see you.. or maybe leave it here so you can see us! Haha.. no worries.. we’ll all be here, waiting for you to come back, share your stories and experienced! We’ll miss you, but hey, its only 6 months. Not 6 years!
Maybe we’ll take a HUGE photo and POSTER-IZE it.. so you can paste it on your wall to see.. =)
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