Dreams
Been dreaming lately. Every night without fail. About 2 people. About 2 girls. Every night, since Monday. They just keep popping up in my dreams! Its SOO weird! Sigh. Wondering what those dreams are supposed to mean. Wish someone could actually decipher dreams! *shrugs*
Etiquette
Have been noticing how people behave these few days. And started to discover some of the bad habits certain people have (some of which I have too!), and realized that, they’re all kinda disgusting. The worst habit that I really find upsetting, would be, chewing food with the mouth open and making those, watery watery chop chop sound… its so, EEK! Find it totally disgusting. Next, would be drinking something, and then instead of swallowing EVERYTHING, leave a bit of the drink in the mouth, and start regurgitating that little bit, trying to savour what’s left in the mouth for a while, THEN swallow. URGH!
Next, would be a bad habit that I myself commit too. Shaking legs. Think its really a bad habit when we’re sitting in a place where there are many people cramped together and we our “shaky legs” start to disturb the person just beside, or in a really quiet place where every shake you make would propagate sound waves that would probably trigger of an earthquake. Alright, I’m OVER exaggerating, but, it can be REALLY loud if you’re wearing tight pants and the fabric gives off a “sweesh swosh” sound whenever they rub against each other.
Lastly, I think, another bad habit I’m really starting to DESPISE and DETEST would be smoking. Not that I hate smokers, but rather, kinda dislike smokers who light up their cigarettes in front of non-smokers without asking if they mind, and start to expelling that totally awful smoke into the atmosphere, disregarding the fact that the non-smokers might not want to die young like they do. To me, cigarettes are like a dump of useless leaves rolled up in a thin piece of paper called the ‘one way ticket to hell- no refund.’, and topped off with a lump of Styrofoam cut out from a lunch box. Not that I enjoy criticizing, but, just wonder why people still smoke when they know that it’s so darn disgusting and harmful? Sighs.
Cheese, Salad, and Tea!
Been having a REALLY bad craving for cheese and tea these few days. Been drinking tones of tea- earl tea, black Lipton tea, green tea, jasmine tea, osmanthus tea. Not those canned types. But the tea-bag kind. Think, the best to drink tea, would be without sugar, milk, creamer, yada yada. It’s really nice and aromatic. Perks me up!
And cheese… YUM! Had a slice of cheese cake yesterday, plus a bowl of Caesar’s salad which was shared with Ling and PE. Had beef lagsania( ß how do you exactly spell it?) this afternoon with jenje, and added so much cheese that jenje went like, “now, THAT’s a LOT of cheese.” Oh, did I mention, we had lemon TEA.
Things ARE getting better. Thank God!
Happy to see that Ling is happy with erm.. what’s his name again? Boon Kiong? Sorry! Never good at remembering Chinese names. *bleahs* enjoy yourself alright ling? Thanks for the T-shirts too. They look cute. =)
Thanks PE for coming accompanying me to cheesecake and salad yesterday night. Thank you for rescuing me from the really awkward situation. I was like, a BEAMING light bulb walking along Ling and BF all the way from Marina to Bishan. Haha.
Happy that my lil sis had forgiven me, and we have finally cleared all the misunderstandings. This, I really thank God, and thank you jess. Was really, exasperated. Cause, I was rather helpless when things just turned for the worse suddenly. Didn’t realise that she actually felt that way. Until the day we talked on the phone, she just blew cold. Will make things clear to her again. No worries! Anyway, thanks!
PE’s view of relationships
Was talking to PE on the bus. Get to know that she’s believes, in a relationship, regardless of BGR, or even marriage, we shouldn’t give in a 100%. We should always leave something for ourselves. As in, if things don’t turn out well, we won’t be a 100% heart broken. At least something is there to keep us sane.
Shall I agree with that? haha. still contemplating and searching for an answer. weighing the options, not giving fully would be, like.. not trusting the other half; yet it won’t be that painful if things don’t turn out fine. But, if we’re in a relationship, especially if we are married, aren’t we supposed to have total trust in our partners? And give in that 100%? Isn’t that what love is all about? “Love has no fear, for if there is fear, it is not love.” Maybe, I think this must be one of the reasons why, in a relationship, there must be God. A three way relationship. Not just between the man and the woman. Especially marriage. We can’t possibly do things on our own. It’s so difficult. We’ll start to have our own opinions and different views. There wouldn’t be anyone to guide us. So… tough.
Back to that 100%. Well, I DID give a 100% last time round. Maybe near a hundred I think. And, perhaps, it hurts a lot, but I’ve NEVER regretted it. It feels so good to love someone whole heartedly and being loved back at the same time. It’s a good 100% given. Though it might be really painful, but, looking back, it was beautiful, and there certainly are no regrets. Perhaps, just the regrets of doing silly things and making silly mistakes. But absolutely no regrets giving in full. Still, should we give in a hundred in the future? That’s a question I’ve got to ponder over. Wonder what other people think.
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忍耐产生毅力， 毅力产生希望。- 罗马书 4：5
Been dreaming lately. Every night without fail. About 2 people. About 2 girls. Every night, since Monday. They just keep popping up in my dreams! Its SOO weird! Sigh. Wondering what those dreams are supposed to mean. Wish someone could actually decipher dreams! *shrugs*
Etiquette
Have been noticing how people behave these few days. And started to discover some of the bad habits certain people have (some of which I have too!), and realized that, they’re all kinda disgusting. The worst habit that I really find upsetting, would be, chewing food with the mouth open and making those, watery watery chop chop sound… its so, EEK! Find it totally disgusting. Next, would be drinking something, and then instead of swallowing EVERYTHING, leave a bit of the drink in the mouth, and start regurgitating that little bit, trying to savour what’s left in the mouth for a while, THEN swallow. URGH!
Next, would be a bad habit that I myself commit too. Shaking legs. Think its really a bad habit when we’re sitting in a place where there are many people cramped together and we our “shaky legs” start to disturb the person just beside, or in a really quiet place where every shake you make would propagate sound waves that would probably trigger of an earthquake. Alright, I’m OVER exaggerating, but, it can be REALLY loud if you’re wearing tight pants and the fabric gives off a “sweesh swosh” sound whenever they rub against each other.
Lastly, I think, another bad habit I’m really starting to DESPISE and DETEST would be smoking. Not that I hate smokers, but rather, kinda dislike smokers who light up their cigarettes in front of non-smokers without asking if they mind, and start to expelling that totally awful smoke into the atmosphere, disregarding the fact that the non-smokers might not want to die young like they do. To me, cigarettes are like a dump of useless leaves rolled up in a thin piece of paper called the ‘one way ticket to hell- no refund.’, and topped off with a lump of Styrofoam cut out from a lunch box. Not that I enjoy criticizing, but, just wonder why people still smoke when they know that it’s so darn disgusting and harmful? Sighs.
Cheese, Salad, and Tea!
Been having a REALLY bad craving for cheese and tea these few days. Been drinking tones of tea- earl tea, black Lipton tea, green tea, jasmine tea, osmanthus tea. Not those canned types. But the tea-bag kind. Think, the best to drink tea, would be without sugar, milk, creamer, yada yada. It’s really nice and aromatic. Perks me up!
And cheese… YUM! Had a slice of cheese cake yesterday, plus a bowl of Caesar’s salad which was shared with Ling and PE. Had beef lagsania( ß how do you exactly spell it?) this afternoon with jenje, and added so much cheese that jenje went like, “now, THAT’s a LOT of cheese.” Oh, did I mention, we had lemon TEA.
Things ARE getting better. Thank God!
Happy to see that Ling is happy with erm.. what’s his name again? Boon Kiong? Sorry! Never good at remembering Chinese names. *bleahs* enjoy yourself alright ling? Thanks for the T-shirts too. They look cute. =)
Thanks PE for coming accompanying me to cheesecake and salad yesterday night. Thank you for rescuing me from the really awkward situation. I was like, a BEAMING light bulb walking along Ling and BF all the way from Marina to Bishan. Haha.
Happy that my lil sis had forgiven me, and we have finally cleared all the misunderstandings. This, I really thank God, and thank you jess. Was really, exasperated. Cause, I was rather helpless when things just turned for the worse suddenly. Didn’t realise that she actually felt that way. Until the day we talked on the phone, she just blew cold. Will make things clear to her again. No worries! Anyway, thanks!
PE’s view of relationships
Was talking to PE on the bus. Get to know that she’s believes, in a relationship, regardless of BGR, or even marriage, we shouldn’t give in a 100%. We should always leave something for ourselves. As in, if things don’t turn out well, we won’t be a 100% heart broken. At least something is there to keep us sane.
Shall I agree with that? haha. still contemplating and searching for an answer. weighing the options, not giving fully would be, like.. not trusting the other half; yet it won’t be that painful if things don’t turn out fine. But, if we’re in a relationship, especially if we are married, aren’t we supposed to have total trust in our partners? And give in that 100%? Isn’t that what love is all about? “Love has no fear, for if there is fear, it is not love.” Maybe, I think this must be one of the reasons why, in a relationship, there must be God. A three way relationship. Not just between the man and the woman. Especially marriage. We can’t possibly do things on our own. It’s so difficult. We’ll start to have our own opinions and different views. There wouldn’t be anyone to guide us. So… tough.
Back to that 100%. Well, I DID give a 100% last time round. Maybe near a hundred I think. And, perhaps, it hurts a lot, but I’ve NEVER regretted it. It feels so good to love someone whole heartedly and being loved back at the same time. It’s a good 100% given. Though it might be really painful, but, looking back, it was beautiful, and there certainly are no regrets. Perhaps, just the regrets of doing silly things and making silly mistakes. But absolutely no regrets giving in full. Still, should we give in a hundred in the future? That’s a question I’ve got to ponder over. Wonder what other people think.
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忍耐产生毅力， 毅力产生希望。- 罗马书 4：5
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