Lunch

Sitting in the study now, with PE beside. Had lunch together with her and Hoon at J8 Food Junction. Had a long talk about relationships. It’s been bothering hoon, why is that a person can fall in love so easily when he/she is already with someone?

Been trying to explain. Coming up with examples and analogies. But as the conversation went on, realised that, perhaps there is no logical explanation to this. We just fall in love. Don’t we? There’s no one reason to explain everything, we do we fall in love, why do people even commit adultery.

Perhaps, to hoon, all these are not ethically correct. I have to agree with that too. But, many a times we are ruled by our heart, not our mind. We follow where our emotions go, not do what our mind tells us to.

Going nuts. Tsk

Tuition
Had tuition at Celestine’s last night. Been quite a while since I’ve been to her place. Was late for half an hour. And the worse part was that she wanted me to teach her vectors. The one topic that I totally detest in the entire E math syllabus.

Talked about relationships too. How things went in our lives. And she told me not to give up one tree for the entire forest (in Chinese, that is). Hmm. Maybe that’s true. Maybe not. But I don’t give a penny for that now.

Nonetheless, the session was rather fun. Talked and crapped and did some serious vectors. And I totally sucked at it. have to do some reading before I go up on Wednesday. Good to be teaching her again.

Went to Carl’s after that. Got to know that she’s taking fancy in yet another guy. Well, think she’s falling in and out of relationships too easily. Wondering how to tell advise her that it is not healthy.

Depressed?
Again. People been telling me that I look depressed. Do I still look depressed? Do I really looked troubled?

Am I feeling sad? Am I feeling down? What’s this that I’m feeling?