Wednesday, December 21

work work work...

woke up real early today.. urgh.. darn sleepy.. had slog to camp again.. =p didn't go back camp last night.. was too tired.. hehe.. slept at home.. *evil grins!*

1st section lesson
well, had the 1st section practice today.. 15men in my section.. a good bunch of lads, relatively responsive during lessons.. hope they remain this way throughout the course.. which, on the other hand, i think is quite impossible.. they bound to slack.. somehow.. haha...

thought i did quite a good job teaching them the lesson.. 'airway management'.. =) was quite satisfied with everything at the end of the lesson.. managed to get the audiences attention, had a few laughs, and, most importantly, got the message across.. thank God for giving me this ability, to be able to talk freely and confidently in front of so many people.. perhaps, it IS my calling to teach.. will pray about it.. *winks*

trying to get her out of my mind
yea.. its been almost 3 weeks.. still, kinda hard to forget.. really wondering how she is handling everything.. but, guess, i won't be knowing that ever.. nonetheless, hope she's doing okay.. guess, she would be fine.. with her friends and family and all.. and in a total different place.. well, ya... not to mention she's always been a strong-willed girl and always so confident.. *sighs*

love me
was sitting on my bunk bed earlier in the morning.. started playing with the guitar.. tried playing 'guang huai fang shi' and sing along with it.. realised that my singing suck to the core.. well, it always has been.. haha.. eeeeeeeeee-yer..

don't know why.. started playing 'love-me'.. and when i came to the chorus, had this sudden sour feeling at the back of my nose and throat..

if you get there before i do,
don't give up on me.
i'll meet you when my chores are through,
i don't know how long i'll be.
but i'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see.
cause between now and then, till i see you again,
i'll be loving you,
love me...

its, our song.. stopped playing after that.. told myself.. that i shouldn't be playing this.. not anytime soon.. maybe to even 'retire' this song..

tuition
went to give jasmine tuition.. she's so totally adorable.. quite smart for a primary 3 kid.. well, it feels kinda weird for her to call me 'mr poh'.. haha.. she used to call me 'vincent kor kor' before i started teaching her.. wonder who told her to call me 'mr poh'.. weird! haha..

the Lord's prayer (Matthew 6:9)
Our Father in Heaven, hallowed be your name.
Your kingdom come,
your will be done, on earth, as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

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