stay in day
well, stay in day on wednesday.. had no night training in the night for the trainees.. do the night was relatively free.. decided to go the gym with fazli and markus.. was really down the entire day.. been thinking so much lately.. missing her so badly.. thought of tiring myself out at the gym so that i could, just knock out in the night.. haha.. was doing all sorts of exercises with the machines.. realised that i'm really FAT! urgh! esp. the belly part.. but, did slim down quite a lot after the 2 weeks.. haha.. mum keeping urging me to eat.. =P
ying jun came in half way.. don't know why he came! like, just came in and sat on the machine.. didn't do anything at all.. but, it was good to have him around.. our source of entertainment.. seeing him bickering with mark was quite entertaining for fazli and me..
went back bunk.. saw ivan at the lift lobby.. he was trying to remember the names of the ENTIRE platoon.. haha.. amazing!! he's also an aspiring teacher.. Geo teacher.. well, talked to him from 2230 to 0000hrs.. about everything.. people in camp, work in the society, our problems, etc etc.. got a shock when we finally realised that it was midnight when we decided to sleep.. ha!
thursday
feeling darn tired the entire day.. cause of the lack of sleep i think.. woke at 0515hrs to take the trainees for morning PT.. was super sleepy! as i was washing up, suddenly felt this ache in me again.. sigh.. was still thinking of her.. if i hadn't said the things i say, i would most probably be msging her before going for exercising.. asking her if she's dreaming of me, wishing that she's having sweet dreams.. but, guess.. sigh.. i've really been a fool.. an idiot..
slept in bunk in the afternoon.. fell so deep into sleep, that mark had to wake me up at 1730.. time to go home! haha.. went for dinner, changed, and left camp.. wanted to ask if ling was free.. but she's celebrating grace's bday at orchard.. asked me if i wanted to meet her at orchard.. contemplated, but, decided, perhaps, no.. too far and late.. lazy too.. met up with PE and hoon instead.. haha.. all 3 of us were coincidentally wearing jean material bottom and a black top.. thought we looked quite cool.. PE and i got the fried chicken thing at B1 j8.. went to interchange mac and talked.. talked about rovering.. realised that we all have a common person that we dont' really like in the troop.. sigh.. so much politics..
as time passes by, i realised that, we start to lose our innocence and begin to see the ugliness of this world.. politics, back-stabbing, grudges and hate, war and famine.. so much things in this world to worry about.. monetary concerns, family problems, friend problems.. how i wish we were still in secondary school, or perhaps even younger.. just having fun and playin around. no worries about the 'adult world'..
shopping
hoon and pe were shopping in the afternoon.. saw hoon in the shades she bought earlier.. she looked really cool.. just that she has to stop smiling.. =) right hoon? PE got a pair of white shoes.. very very princessy! haha.. nice! glad that she found a pair of shoes she likes, and could actually decide on buying it.. unlike someone...! =p
bought this bottle of 'vichy' facial wash for stefanie.. was rather surprised how much it cost.. rather costly compared to those simple facial wash i'm using.. guess, that's what girls pay for their beauty.. *shrugs* if it pleases them, then, why not?? haha.. well, it was something jess and i owe her for her bday present this year.. gonna get her a lil something special too.. request by jess.. meetin stef up soon i guess..
jenni, jenje
was msging jenje again today.. going out with her and jenni this saturday.. going to causeway point for orange julius.. buying her comics as her christmas presents.. =) she called to talk in the evening, around 6 plus while i was on the train.. she sounded so... kid.. really envy kids nowadays.. no worries at all.. just live each day as it comes and enjoying it..
managed to talk to jenni too.. and she's calling me 'vincy'.. like, erm... haha.. guess the last person to call me that was jess.. runs in the family i guess.. =)
missing her
its hard to lose someone you endear so suddenly.. so much gaps to fill, cracks to cover.. sigh.. realise this morning, that i am missing her so so badly.. so many, "if onlys" going thru my head.. if only, if only... now, i can only pray.. entrusting it to Him.. for only He knows what's the best for me..
well, stay in day on wednesday.. had no night training in the night for the trainees.. do the night was relatively free.. decided to go the gym with fazli and markus.. was really down the entire day.. been thinking so much lately.. missing her so badly.. thought of tiring myself out at the gym so that i could, just knock out in the night.. haha.. was doing all sorts of exercises with the machines.. realised that i'm really FAT! urgh! esp. the belly part.. but, did slim down quite a lot after the 2 weeks.. haha.. mum keeping urging me to eat.. =P
ying jun came in half way.. don't know why he came! like, just came in and sat on the machine.. didn't do anything at all.. but, it was good to have him around.. our source of entertainment.. seeing him bickering with mark was quite entertaining for fazli and me..
went back bunk.. saw ivan at the lift lobby.. he was trying to remember the names of the ENTIRE platoon.. haha.. amazing!! he's also an aspiring teacher.. Geo teacher.. well, talked to him from 2230 to 0000hrs.. about everything.. people in camp, work in the society, our problems, etc etc.. got a shock when we finally realised that it was midnight when we decided to sleep.. ha!
thursday
feeling darn tired the entire day.. cause of the lack of sleep i think.. woke at 0515hrs to take the trainees for morning PT.. was super sleepy! as i was washing up, suddenly felt this ache in me again.. sigh.. was still thinking of her.. if i hadn't said the things i say, i would most probably be msging her before going for exercising.. asking her if she's dreaming of me, wishing that she's having sweet dreams.. but, guess.. sigh.. i've really been a fool.. an idiot..
slept in bunk in the afternoon.. fell so deep into sleep, that mark had to wake me up at 1730.. time to go home! haha.. went for dinner, changed, and left camp.. wanted to ask if ling was free.. but she's celebrating grace's bday at orchard.. asked me if i wanted to meet her at orchard.. contemplated, but, decided, perhaps, no.. too far and late.. lazy too.. met up with PE and hoon instead.. haha.. all 3 of us were coincidentally wearing jean material bottom and a black top.. thought we looked quite cool.. PE and i got the fried chicken thing at B1 j8.. went to interchange mac and talked.. talked about rovering.. realised that we all have a common person that we dont' really like in the troop.. sigh.. so much politics..
as time passes by, i realised that, we start to lose our innocence and begin to see the ugliness of this world.. politics, back-stabbing, grudges and hate, war and famine.. so much things in this world to worry about.. monetary concerns, family problems, friend problems.. how i wish we were still in secondary school, or perhaps even younger.. just having fun and playin around. no worries about the 'adult world'..
shopping
hoon and pe were shopping in the afternoon.. saw hoon in the shades she bought earlier.. she looked really cool.. just that she has to stop smiling.. =) right hoon? PE got a pair of white shoes.. very very princessy! haha.. nice! glad that she found a pair of shoes she likes, and could actually decide on buying it.. unlike someone...! =p
bought this bottle of 'vichy' facial wash for stefanie.. was rather surprised how much it cost.. rather costly compared to those simple facial wash i'm using.. guess, that's what girls pay for their beauty.. *shrugs* if it pleases them, then, why not?? haha.. well, it was something jess and i owe her for her bday present this year.. gonna get her a lil something special too.. request by jess.. meetin stef up soon i guess..
jenni, jenje
was msging jenje again today.. going out with her and jenni this saturday.. going to causeway point for orange julius.. buying her comics as her christmas presents.. =) she called to talk in the evening, around 6 plus while i was on the train.. she sounded so... kid.. really envy kids nowadays.. no worries at all.. just live each day as it comes and enjoying it..
managed to talk to jenni too.. and she's calling me 'vincy'.. like, erm... haha.. guess the last person to call me that was jess.. runs in the family i guess.. =)
missing her
its hard to lose someone you endear so suddenly.. so much gaps to fill, cracks to cover.. sigh.. realise this morning, that i am missing her so so badly.. so many, "if onlys" going thru my head.. if only, if only... now, i can only pray.. entrusting it to Him.. for only He knows what's the best for me..
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