thankiew

thanks guys..
thank you guys.. for being there for me.. to listen me complain.. to hug me and support me when i'm down.. really appreciate it.. i'll try and pick myself up from now.. just, thanks! *grins*

thank you God.. for blessing me with all these people.. mum, dad.. everyone.. thank you for being with me at the darkess of times.. thank you for everything you've done for me.. for accepting me as your child.. i've sinned so badly.. thank you for forgiving me.. thank you..

thank you mum, dad.. for everything thing that you've given me.. all the support, all the freedom, all the love that i possibly need.. i thank God, cause i've got the best mum and dad in the world.. nothing beats you guys.. even there were times we quarrel, you guys stood by me these months.. especially you mum.. i don't know how to say thanks.. so much you've went through for jess and i.. now, i guess you're hurting too.. i.. i.. i love you mum.. *hugs*

thank you bud.. for being there the very day everything turned for the worst.. for accompanying me to the wee hours of the night, spending your time.. trying to cheer me up with pool games and suppers even though u're tired.. touched.. the only few sensible, and sensitive brother that i have.. thanks for the support bud!

thank you hoon.. for being there to give me constant moral support.. talking logic into me, and spending time and msn to listen out to my problems.. giving my precious advices.. thank you very much.. for being there! thanks for the christmas card too.. its very blessed to know i've got a 'little sister' like you.. =)

thank you belinda.. for hugging me.. lending me your ear, absorbing all the sadness and complains i have, even when you've got problems of your own to handle.. its really a blessing to know that i've such a close girl friend like you.. no barriers, no restrictions.. thank you! God bless you and bernard..

thank you phuay eng.. for cheering me up whenever i'm down.. talking to me on the phone(when i'm about to tall asleep.. tsk tsk) always letting me know that there's always a silver lining, and a rainbow after the rains.. your positiveness rubs off me sometimes.. love ya!

thank you siewling.. for putting a hand over my shoulders.. hugging me when i was really down and depressed.. even though we've not been meeting frequently these few weeks.. you still showed how much you care.. giving me the courage to move on.. thank you.. and, i love the smell of your hair.. its really.. high~~ haha..

thank you tong jee.. for constantly companying me.. doing things together.. asking me out for theatre works, movies and stuff to keep my mind off things.. you've been a relevation.. i guess, u're the only one, who would really know the problems, cause you know God too.. thank you.. (thanks for the wallet! i transferred all e stuff from the old wallet le.. i LURVE this new one.. its darn cool! thanks!)

thank you zhiyong kor.. for reminding me that God loves me.. for helping me know more about Jesus.. its refreshing to have a cousin like you.. thank you for all the things you've done for me.. God bless you and your family.. thanks..

thank you Neo.. for making my time back in camp easier.. constantly companying me throughout stay-in nights.. the table soccers, gyms, discussion about current affairs and army stuff.. thanks for not being just an 'army friend', but someone who really cares.. =)

thank you markus.. for being who you are.. seeing you in camp makes me feel more positive.. okay, i'm straight, but you're really a funny guy who never fails to make one laugh.. brighten up gloomy days in camp..

thank you chuanheng.. for being the funny person of the group.. always letting us make fun of you.. its really fun to have you around.. seeing you and eileen gives me the confidence to move on.. thank you too eileen.. though we didn't talk much.. thanks for reminding me that its not the end.. thanks.. (remember not to dip the entire fan into water to wash it.. i was just kiddin.. =P)

thank you polyman.. for giving us the surprise.. perhaps, whatever you told me does make sense.. whatever you said, i will remember.. especially "ask yourself what do you want.. once you've decided on it, go for it.. so that you wouldn't regret it.." i'll remember that bro.. thanks..

thank you ruotian.. for accompanying me to early saturday basketball sessions.. whatever you've told me.. makes so much sense.. thank you for being my friend.. thank you for everything.. (i wanna see you in your shades..!)

and everyone else.. who've helped me out.. in one way or another through all this sh**.. pardon me, but.. thanks...!


i'm worried about jenje!
okay.. i'm now officially worried about jenjera.. have been msging her the entire day, since 2pm.. we're still chatting on sms now.. got to know that she went out of house alone to get some stuff.. in the afternoon.. as she went home and entered the lift, a guy in his twenties suddenly entered the lift.. she got scared.. he asked her where to find this certain apartment, and asked her if she could help him find his way.. being young, and relatively scared, she obliged.. she walked him round the block.. then she realised that there wasn't such a place, and told him that she had to leave.. the guy didn't stop her, but told her that he'll look for it himself..

the thing is that, throughout, the guys touched her shoulders and hair.. i was SHOCKED to hear it! and, worse is the guy knows where she lives and even know her name.. i'm so darn worried now.. her parents are always not at home.. she usually have to leave place alone, and she's only turning 13 next year.. told her to tell her sis and parents about it.. to carry her handphone where ever she goes.. call the police if she needs help.. or call her sis or me.. but, i'm worried if things really happen, it might be too late to do all these...

i'm cracking my head over this.. how should i help?? darn! can anyone help?? her block's really quiet and relatively deserted.. toa payoh north.. would pepper sprays work? where can we get them? sigh.. worrisome!! argh!!