decisions..

what should i decide on?

thinking back on yesterday.. came out of camp.. stopped at the traffic light.. asked myself, should i take the short ride on the opposite side of the road? take the buses down straight to bishan? or should i take a bus down to yishun train station? then take the train down? the train's gonna take quite a long while more.. and more expensive, and definitely more people especially when it's the peak period..

but don't know why.. i chose the train.. knowing all the troubles i have to go through.. i just went for it.. boarded the packed 169, towards the train station.. nearly fell down while the driver hit the brakes at the traffice lights, got pushed from the back.. alighted the bus, rushed up to the platform, and missed the train.. i thought, 'what was i thinking? i should have just took the buses and got to j8 fast and quick!'

guess, its just me.. knowing that, there are certain things in life, that would be rather disappointing at certain times, i would end up doing it.. hoping that, something nice would happen out of it.. something special.. something.. just something.. taking that risk.. sigh.. i'm on this path now.. to wait. for something, someone, who might not come back at all.. despite many discouragements from friends, i'm going for it.. hoping for something.. cause, i think, its worth it..

just for the record, the following train was totally empty when it came.. sigh.. am i a fool?

tuition

gave jasmine tuition.. realise that she has an interest for science.. primary 3 science nowadays are like primary 4 science in our days.. haha.. kinda tough.. they have to learn terms like 'micro-organisms' and 'classification' which i never heard of til like, sec school! haha.. just glad that she's fast learner, and that God's giving me this opportunity to help her out.. =) praise the Lord! hehe..

ROC meeting

went for the 1st ROC meeting.. weihong's the chairman.. kinda excited to work for him.. gonna be the programme head.. yeaps.. well, mixed feelings at the same time.. wondering if i could fine the time.. and if my emotions would be in the way.. sighs...