Work starts today. Feels, weird going back camp. Been quite a, well, “okay” New Year celebration. Seeing everyone again, all the visiting, seeing my little cousins, etc. been quite fun. Love my family. Love my dad. Love mummy. They have always been there for me even though sometimes they can be rather crazy. Love Eric. For constantly irritating the crap out of me, which nonetheless reminds me that I’m still alive, and I’ve a purpose in life.
Went to play ball yesterday morning. Guang hui, zhi hao, randy, weiming, zhirong, mic were all there to play too. Had some real fun. Got my mind off things for a while. Had a good sweat. Realized that, hao, randy, mic and I have all fallen out of relationships within these 2, 3 months. We’re all trying to ‘recover’. Haha. meeting them up again this coming Saturday night to play mahjong at randy’s. They all seem really professional, but think I’ll play for the fun of it I guess.
Met jenje in the afternoon. She looked really sweet. *grins* Did history and math with her. Still remember the question she couldn’t solve.
“the highest common factor of 2 numbers is 1. the lowest multiple of the 2 numbers is 91. what are the 2 numbers?”
Had to think for quite a long while how to explain this to her. It all seemed so common sense, that it was like, “huh? Need to explain one meh? Its just like that lor” kind of question. Still, hope she understands what I was trying to say.
Came to my place after that. Mum thought she was sec 4. Taught her the guitar. G and C chord. Her pinky can’t seem to press the string properly. Isn’t it so cool that you play the guitar during Music lessons in your sec school instead of the Recorder? Well, that’s what Balestier Hill’s sec is doing. They play guitar. COOL!~
Belinda came too. Jenje made her do some personality test.
This is Belinda’s: Natural Beauty. Your beauty is found on your shell... your outside. This could mean you have an attractive face or a fit body, maybe a pair of beautiful eyes or a nice smile. Whatever it is, it can be seen by everyone and everyone probably agrees thats its beautiful. Congratulations, this is a good type of beauty to have because then you can easily show it off without someone actually knowing you.
You were given this beauty as a part of your destiny. Reveal the goddess in you through dance and song, as it would match your appearance.
This is Mine: Beautiful Soul. Youre beautiful within. You have a great personality and Im sure a lot of people are close to you because of it. You dont believe in being evil unless its harmless and youre pretty much a nice person with food manners and a cool personality. Youre almost perfect in any way, and Im sure you family loves you as does your friends and future boyfriends/girlfriends Good on ya, its all going cool for you!
To reveal your goddess, express yourself and all you feel for your gentlemenhood will reveal something great inside you.
Went to play ball yesterday morning. Guang hui, zhi hao, randy, weiming, zhirong, mic were all there to play too. Had some real fun. Got my mind off things for a while. Had a good sweat. Realized that, hao, randy, mic and I have all fallen out of relationships within these 2, 3 months. We’re all trying to ‘recover’. Haha. meeting them up again this coming Saturday night to play mahjong at randy’s. They all seem really professional, but think I’ll play for the fun of it I guess.
Met jenje in the afternoon. She looked really sweet. *grins* Did history and math with her. Still remember the question she couldn’t solve.
“the highest common factor of 2 numbers is 1. the lowest multiple of the 2 numbers is 91. what are the 2 numbers?”
Had to think for quite a long while how to explain this to her. It all seemed so common sense, that it was like, “huh? Need to explain one meh? Its just like that lor” kind of question. Still, hope she understands what I was trying to say.
Came to my place after that. Mum thought she was sec 4. Taught her the guitar. G and C chord. Her pinky can’t seem to press the string properly. Isn’t it so cool that you play the guitar during Music lessons in your sec school instead of the Recorder? Well, that’s what Balestier Hill’s sec is doing. They play guitar. COOL!~
Belinda came too. Jenje made her do some personality test.
This is Belinda’s: Natural Beauty. Your beauty is found on your shell... your outside. This could mean you have an attractive face or a fit body, maybe a pair of beautiful eyes or a nice smile. Whatever it is, it can be seen by everyone and everyone probably agrees thats its beautiful. Congratulations, this is a good type of beauty to have because then you can easily show it off without someone actually knowing you.
You were given this beauty as a part of your destiny. Reveal the goddess in you through dance and song, as it would match your appearance.
This is Mine: Beautiful Soul. Youre beautiful within. You have a great personality and Im sure a lot of people are close to you because of it. You dont believe in being evil unless its harmless and youre pretty much a nice person with food manners and a cool personality. Youre almost perfect in any way, and Im sure you family loves you as does your friends and future boyfriends/girlfriends Good on ya, its all going cool for you!
To reveal your goddess, express yourself and all you feel for your gentlemenhood will reveal something great inside you.
Well, how true is it? Great personality? Beautiful within? *shrugs*
Went to “he pan” with ling, yew keong and ber. Took photos and walked around. Played this carnival game, $5 each game. Try to throw some metal rings and hope it gets hooped onto the glass bottles. We didn’t manage any cause it was really, erm, bouncy. Passed by this calligraphy stall which does name engraving on stones. Did one. ha. But it looked kinda weird. Thought my teacher would do a much better job. =p
Went for a drink at Starbucks. Ber complained her chocolate tasted like mothballs! Haha. That was the drink I used to have with jess at TPY starbucks(the present Burger King). Thought it was nice. But tasted like mothballs to her.
Went to camp this morning. Thought the placed looked different as I walked in. took a look at my HP. Hoping that she would call or something. was dreaming la! Knew deep down it won’t happen. Haha. Was thinking that she might call during CNY to wish everyone happy new year. But, guess I’m just a bloody dreamer. Slept in bunk till 11am. Couldn’t take it. Images of her kept flashing. Picked up the phone and called her. *sigh*
Went to meet ber in the afternoon. went from taka to bugis, then to tpy. Bought a pair of shoes, and made myself a new pair of glasses. Wonder how it looks like with the lens on. $280 bucks. sighs. Gonna get screwed by mum again. Had sushi for dinner. A really, pardon me but, disgusting couple sat in front of us. They were talking with their mouth full, literally ‘sucked’ the noodles out of the bowl. URGH! Alright, I know I’m not supposed to judge people, but, it’s just me. can’t stand people doing that. Ber was laughing her heads off throughout. Haha.
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够了
我不能自拔。就连睡觉都会想起她。
拿起了电话，拨了她的电话号码。
“咯咯，咯咯。”
心里在想，她会接电话吗？
“叭叭，叭八。”
那是我心跳的声音。好大声。
当她拿起电话筒的时候，我心仿佛停了两秒钟。
听到了她的声音，不然感觉到非常安慰。
但也感到非常地，嗨，算了吧。
我告诉我自己：“够了。这样就够了。”
时间不能倒流。感情能够挽留吗？
我不知道。我不想知道。
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