Over

When Love is Gone..
I had 7 mins left on the calling card. Called you. Yup. Ouch. It hurt so badly. I feel sorry it has to end this way. Still, if you would, I would want to know what happened. What went wrong? It wasn’t supposed to be like that. Something happened in between, didn’t it? I want to know. I need to know. No more lies. I’ve taken too much from you. I’ve taken everything. I’m sorry. I can’t ask for more now. I just need an answer. Thank you. Good luck to you, God bless you.

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All over
It’s all over now. Yups. No more waiting, no more nothing. It’s hard to swallow. But, I guess that’s the way it’s supposed to be.

I ain’t gonna cry no more. Ain’t gonna ache no more. Ain’t gonna think no more.
Though I’m left broken. Left shattered. Left alone to pick up the pieces,
I know you’ve got your reasons. I know you do. And I forgive.
You’re still a darling. Still lovely. Forever beautiful to me.
But, somewhere inside me there would always be a place, a hollow, left by you.
And it will remain that way. For a very long time. A fucking big hollow.
I realise as I try harder, you turn stranger, and the knife in me gets deeper in.
Sorry I can’t honour my promises. Especially that of the 9th March. Forgive me.
Thank you for giving me so much. Thank you for divorcing my pathetic soul.
Thank you for everything. God loves you, little girl. So do I.
I still don’t know what happened. I might never know forever.
Whatever it is, may God bless you in whatever you do.

Soul mate.